Eyes from Broken Hill

Cedar Valley News
Fictorial Number 445 · October 21, 2026
The Hardest Repair
By Lars Olson

A woman set a brass lamp on my counter this week and asked the question I hear most days. Is it worth fixing, or should I just buy new? Nine times in ten, the honest answer is fix it: a new socket and a few feet of cord, and it is good for another 30 years. I told her I would have it ready by Friday, then went back to the paper, where I had been reading about Debbi Edwards.

In 1991, in Mesa, Arizona, Debbi Edwards lost her 18-year-old son, Eric. He was murdered; a 20-year-old man was convicted and sent to prison, 25 years to life. A mother does not get her son back, and I will not call forgiveness glue. But with time, Debbi Edwards forgave the man who killed her son.

She says it took years. “I always knew in the back of my mind,” she said, “that forgiveness was going to be required of me at some point.” The man was released in 2017, and in the years after he stayed out of trouble. She met him, face to face, in 2023, and told him, “I have forgiven you. And I think you need to forgive yourself.” She said the forgiveness “lifted off me like a heavy, dark blanket.”

They became friends. She and a friend wrote a book for grieving parents. Then, this past summer, the man was arrested again, accused of domestic violence, and sent back to prison. He has not been charged. For a woman who had forgiven him and trusted him, the accusation alone was a blow.

It knocked her flat. “It was like a punch in the gut almost,” she said. And then she did not take the forgiveness back. “I am disappointed,” she said, “and he never wanted to disappoint me.” She let him know he is still forgiven. “That didn’t change anything for me.”

I do not know how a person does it. I fix toasters. Her forgiveness is hers, not mine to explain, and it doesn’t oblige anyone to keep trusting a man who has frightened someone. What stays with me is simpler. She was disappointed, and still she did not take it back. I do not have a tool for it. I picked up the brass lamp, fit the new socket, threaded the cord, and had it bright again by Friday. It is the only kind of mending I know how to promise.

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Cedar Valley News is fiction — its columnists and townspeople are invented, including Lars Olson and his hardware store, though the public facts it cites are real and sourced. Debbi Edwards is real. In 1991 her 18-year-old son, Eric, was murdered near Mesa, Arizona; Lawrence “Pete” Paxton was convicted and sentenced to 25 years to life. After his 2017 release, Edwards came to forgive him, met him in 2023, and the two became friends; with Shannon Musa she wrote a memoir, Justice and Mercy. In 2026 Paxton was arrested on a domestic-violence accusation and returned to prison; as of the reporting he had not been charged in the new case. Written by Evan Swensen, Publisher, with Claude Marshall, AI Developmental Editor. A reflection, not a report. Sources: Arizona’s Family (AZFamily); Queen Creek Tribune.

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